...dead birds, scream as they fight for life...

Anyway. I just needed to jot down my current frustrations. I know everything is a matter of perspective, hence nothing is as bad as one perceives it to be. blablabla; I keep repeating it to myself, and still I feel quite disappointed.

Some maniac stabbed babies in a crèche a stone's throw away from here. I do feel bad for their parents, losing their babies. I mean that must be horrible. I truly feel for them.
But no one takes in account that the 20-year-old guy has a family too. They should get supported too; He too has parents and siblings, in a way they lost their son and brother too.
It also bugs me that people are hysterical about it -can't stop talking about it- , when no one weeps about the people dying in countries that are apparently too far away to think about, for example Gaza; Every day people are dying and their murderers don't get caught all because of it being a legitimate and so-called clean war. I cannot see how that Machiavellian politics can be called clean, I'm sorry.
I'm sick of twists, fights, wars... Why does everything have to turn into a fight.

Along with it; my dislike for the power money has. I have never hated anyone or anything, but I can say that my feelings towards this subject are quite similar. People keep saying that you cannot buy happiness with money, but who are they kidding. The vast majority of our happiness is based on it, that's how we get raised and hat's how society wants it. Well, I'm sick of it. I'd love to be happy without money having anything to do with it. But let's just look at the situation. So I am able to enter a contest, which requires me to actually print my photo's; which means I have to have...
that's right... money. I mean it's something I have been dreaming of, being able to do something with my creativity and all that is standing in the way is like €20, how absurd is that? Life has a strange sense of humour, I guess.

Anyway, I've lowered my prices for commissioning. and transformed one of my old journal entries into the whole list of prices, lol.

how are you guys doing? ^^